HOLY SHIT - this kid is awesome to the max!

Life is an art we are required to practice without preparation, a score that we play at sight even before we have mastered our instruments

I haven't posted a real blog in ages, so I though I would just start typing and see what comes from it. Life generally has been really good of late. Ben and I are back together, and things are going well. He is amazing and makes me feel better about myself. I love being with him. Actually, it seems love is in the air all around, as there are some random hook ups happening at the moment. Ben and I were laughing about it last night. We were laying in bed talking and we heard both Fudge and Scotty came home from their (separate) "dates" last night... hehehe. It was amusing. Also, Cara is finally going to Bendigo to see her "Robbie" and the already existing couples seem to be happy too. Awww... doesn't it make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside :P BAHAHAHAA!!!!

Although not all is perfect in my life. For those whom don't know, I was "retrenched" from work on Monday and so as of Friday, have no income. It was pretty harsh actually, as I was called into a meeting at 4:45pm and told I wouldn't be needed the following day. Pretty dodgie considering I have worked there for almost 2 years. Apparently, it had nothing to do with work performance as they are very happy with mine, but they aren't able to make my position permanent and feel it's not fair to keep me there knowing it will never change. They have decided to rotate temps every three months instead, which makes no sense at all, because by the time they have trained my replacement, a new person will start... retards, oh well it's their loss isn't it! I have to start looking for something new pronto as the bills and rent don't vanish just because I'm out of work. Although, on the plus side, I have loved having this week off (paid) as it's been a nice break :) But now it's time to get motivated and find a new job.

Oh... woot. I just got a phonecall from one of the jobs I applied for less than an hour ago, I have an interview in a hour and a half... Gotta go :)

UPDATE: The interview went really well, I have a second with the CEO next week... fingers crossed :)

Birthday pics...

Thanks everyone for making Saturday night so awesome, it was great. A BIG thank you to Scotty, Jase, Fudgey and Benji for allowing my Birthday party to take place in their home, and for making the effort to clean up for it, the house has NEVER been so clean. My advice, try and keep it that way, it looks great :)

Anywho, here are some of the photos from the party, enjoy xoxox

Angel gives Buffy a claddagh ring
from Surprise (Season 2)

ANGEL: I should go the rest of the way alone.

BUFFY: Okay.

ANGEL: But I'll be back. I will.

BUFFY: When? Six months, a year? You don't know how long it's gonna take or if we'll even...

ANGEL: Hey... If we'll even what?

BUFFY: Well, if you haven't noticed, someone pretty much always wants us dead.

ANGEL: Don't say that. We'll be fine.

BUFFY: We don't know that.

ANGEL: We can't know, Buffy. Nobody can. That's just the deal. I have something for you. For your birthday. I... I was gonna give it to you earlier, but...

BUFFY: It's beautiful.

ANGEL: My people -- before I was changed -- they exchanged this as a sign of devotion. It's a claddagh ring. The hands represent friendship, the crown represents loyalty... and the heart... Well, you know... Wear it with the heart pointing towards you. It means you belong to somebody. Like this. Put it on.

BUFFY: (sobs) I don't wanna do this.

ANGEL: Me either.

BUFFY: So don't go.

Maybe it's time to see the world...

I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, my body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.

Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. And patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go.

Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.

It's Party Time...

Ok Peoples, here's the plan for my birthday party:
Thanks to four awesome guys, I am having a party at the Boy's house :D
When: Saturday 19th April
Where: The boy's house
Time: 8pm
BYO Alcohol
RSVP me on my mobile or comment this post.
See you there xoxox

It's my party and I can cry if I want to...

OK... so for those whom don't know, it's my birthday on Wednesday and I have absolutely no idea what to do for it. I realize that I have left it to the last minute to organize anything decent, but does anyone have any suggestions on what to do???
I wasn't going to do anything, but a couple of people have said I have to do something so your input is required!
What do people wanna do?
Dinner?
Pub?
Movie Night?
Singstar Night?
Arrgghhh!!! I dunno.
Please comment your suggestions.
Luv Shaz xoxo