As the title suggests, I am sick, and slightly high on medication at the moment, so what a perfect time to post a blog, after all they were designed for random rambles weren't they?
It occurred to me this morning how much it sucks to have a sore throat, of all the possible symptoms related to a cold, this has to be the worse. I sound husky and it is painful to talk. Actually it's painful in general, but that's enough whining!
Tomorrow night is Benji and Jas's birthday party and it's going to be awesome. Although I've just realized that I have nothing to wear, hrm... ninja clothes.... must consult Aimez!! After 6 months of cluttering the entrance, Benji has sorted and moved the boxes that once threatened to remain there forever. Well Done Ben :0) Actually, the guys house is an awesome location for a party....well minus the fact the bathroom is upstairs, and I'm foreseeing my destiny of falling down (or possible up) the stairs, making a not-so elegant entrance! Note to self, one step at a time Shaz... :0) Jason has picked some random (yet great) songs and created a playlist, and Scotty and Jas have/are constructing some sort of structure for shelter outside... pray for fine weather people. This "structure" as such, may not be as stable as required from Jason's descriptions... LOL! Just kidding guys!
After a conversation with Jason yesterday, I have been contemplating which Superhero power I would like to possess. Flight, Mind control, Strength, Speed, Invisibility, Time Manipulation, Future Predictions, Healing Powers, Telekinesis, or (as seen in heroes) Technology Manipulation. Of all these, and the many more possibilities, which would you rather have? I tend to lean towards Healing powers or Flight. Healing powers for the obvious reasons. And flight, for the freedom associated with it. I mean, imagine the amount of petrol money you would save! LOL. Plus, it's much better for the environment... hehee! But seriously, imagine being able to fly wherever and whenever you desire. This concept is not only enticing and alluring, but comforting too. When a situation gets too difficult to handle, whoosh.... off I go to find an Utopia... (I love that word!)
Ahhh.... My throat is starting to really hurt again, must be time for more medication...hehehe! :)
Adieu
xoxox
Thursday, 28 June 2007
High on Medication.....
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
Amy's Quiz...
1.) Bold what is true.
2.) Leave plain what is false.
3.) Add something at the end.
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave/wax my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have written my congressperson/MP.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I've been sexually intimate with fewer than ten people.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my friends list.
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months...
066. I have never been in a real relationship before.
067. I've rejected someone before.
068. has dissapeared!!
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least ten years older/younger
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone.
084. I have owned a minivan.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided work/school to play on LJ.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friends.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. I've had a crush on somebody I have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think Ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the RSPCA.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR.
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I had mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong girls, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything
138. I've done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
144. One of my boobs is bigger than the other though not noticed by others.
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
146. I am abnormally obsessed with all things Buffy/Angel...hehehehe!
147. I love comfort food.
148. I'm a right-winged conservative Christian, and proud of it.
149. I'm Catholic
150. I can walk a mile without feeling like I'm going to die over.
151. I am a university student
152. I love/like to cook
153. I hate vacuuming with a passion.
154. I'm addicted to photography and picture frames.
155. I have performed in the Rocky Horror Picture show (band)
156. I generally get along with my parents.
157. I like Shakespeare
158. I like to sing.
159. I'll take the Pepsi Challenge any day, and STILL pick Coke!
160. I have things that I want to say to people, but I won't/can't because I don't want to hurt/be hurt by them.
161. I'm not "mainstream" when it comes to religion.
162. I've counted down the days until the summer.
163. I've fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering.
164. I challenge people to duels, and when I do, I mean it.
165. I was pigeon-toed at one point in my life.
166. I love Digimon and wear goggles to school.
167. I have been to an anime convention.
168. I constantly have my head in the clouds daydreaming.
169. I like to roleplay.
170. I was in labor for 30 hours with no pain medication.
171. I own more than three items of vinyl clothing.
172. I read hardcore Christian Bible Tracts because I think they're funny.
173. I hate to drive.
174. I'm unemployed but would rather sit on my butt and play video games than look for a job.
175. I come from a southern, highly religious family and have chosen to keep a major part of my life secret from my family for now because I know they will disown me the day they find out.
176. I have a serious taste for older women--older, snarky, sarcastic women.
177. I had a happy childhood. for the most part.
178. I have an unhealthy obsession with certain child actors.
179. I am an only child.
180. I have more than five different lotions on my desk right now.
181. I have a more active online social life than IRL.
182. Sometimes, I actually like my job (my night job!)
183. I'm the youngest child.
184. I have had something I wrote/drew/photographed/etc. published.
185. I think the pro-life movement and the pro-choice movement both have their collective, respective heads up their arses.
186. I own an iPod.
187. I get a headache sometimes when I sleep really late.
188. I have a "LiveStrong" bracelet
189. I am currently wearing an article of clothing that belongs(ed) to someone else.
190. My life currently consists of work,school and sleep.
191. I should be sleeping right now...
192. someone i knew REALLY well has passed - away.
193. I honestly believe everyone has an inner Tellytubbie
194. I have fallen in love with someone who I thought was one person, and he/she turned out to be different from what I expected.
195. my life is so crazy and confusing right now that i feel that i just hafta go with the flow for awhile because otherwise i will regret something that i did or will do...
196. I have actually started off a story about something that happened to me with "One time at band camp..."
197. I own more than 10 pairs of shoes.
198. I have a hard time saying no to people
199. I own more than two cardigans.
200. i have gone swimming without a bathing suit/completly naked
201. I like to layer my clothing.
202. I pretend I have my shit together, when really I'm clueless.
203. It takes me years to tell a crush that I like them
204. I have an awesome last name.
205. I am in or have been in a relationship that requires at least a paragraph of explanation before other people stop referring to it or viewing it inaccurately.
206. I like it that way.
207. The person I was five years ago probably wouldn't like the person I am now.
208. I am keeping a secret that could destroy someone's life.
209. I think steves car is cool, and it was a good buy.
210. I think people should worry less about hurting peoples feelings and what others will think, and just say what they really think/feel.
211. I over-think every situation.
Monday, 18 June 2007
MarShere's Mid Year Ball 2007
Saturday night was the MarShere Mid Year Ball, and it was awesome. The night started at 7:30pm and I was the MC for the first hour, and then most of the dance brackets after that. Everyone looked really nice, Amy looked beautiful, and all the guys looked very hot! It's amazing what a nice dress or a suit can do! LOL 
Wednesday, 13 June 2007
I've been inspired by you all..... It's my turn to be honest!
Some honest thoughts and feelings.....
- I hate my name, but like being called Shaz or Shazzie
- I don't normally tell people my middle name, if you know it, then I trust you
- I find it hard to trust people, but always try to be trustworthy myself
- I'm artistic but never have the time to be anymore
- I hate my day job
- I love my night job
- I find it hard to find time for my family
- I make time for my friends
- I miss having the time to play my instruments and write music
- I can be very paranoid
- I can be jealous
- I'm very sensitive and can be hurt easily
- I am defensive
- I worry too much about people's opinions of me
- I love dancing, especially teaching it
- I'm trying to get over my stage fright, Karaoke is helping heaps!
- I love meeting new people
- I hate backstabbers and fake people
- I hate liars
- I love all shades of Green, Jade being my favourite
- I love 80's music
- I think humour and intelligence are the sexiest qualities a man can have
- I love to laugh
- I love Musicians and Dancers, and have always been attracted to both
- Yes.... I went to band camp, every year!
- I love the rain, just not being outside in it
- I'm generally a positive person, but sometimes I need a good cry
- I think the best place to cry is in the shower
- I had my heart broken and have never fully recovered
- I put walls up around me too much, I wish I didn't... I'm working on it
- I wish I went to Uni to study Music
- I want to travel around Europe and America, but fear I will never have the money to
- I want to get Married and have children eventually
- I really envy Amy for having a song written for her, I've always wanted someone to do that for me
- I wish I had more self confidence, I pretend to have it
- I fear that nobody has ever seen the real me, and it worries me that I'll never have the courage to ever show her
- I should sleep more, but am scared of missing out on life
- My greatest fear is dying alone, I think about this almost everyday
- I over-think everything
- I love cuddles, and only truly feel safe when i'm in someone's arms
- I'm insecure
- I'm vulnerable
- I see the positives in everybody, but find it hard to see them in myself
- I long to be accepted and loved
- I don't take compliments very well as I'm always expecting a "but"
- I try to tell the people I love, how I feel everyday, although in some cases this is very difficult for me
- I worry that i'm wasting my life, although I have no idea how to improve the situation
- I can't help thinking there's more out there for me, but I have no directions to find it, whatever "it" may be
- I feel incomplete.......
